CW Contains slob, bathroom themes.
My brain is struggling to comprehend this mountain of a woman in front of me. By every metric she's disgusting. She stinks, the whole room stinks. She's nothing but a helpless pile of fat and bad odor, a... thing I just watched consume enough food for an entire family.
"I'm
sorry." She says. I assume she's talking about the smell but then she
says "I don't have any aides today. My daughter brought me lunch but
that's about it. She's at work now." I try not to stare at her,
imagining someone having sex with this blob of a woman. She looks up at
me, her irises are a sort of dirt brown, and her sclera is tinged
yellow. "I go to the bathroom here in bed. I need to go number two, and I
can't hold my bowels at all well anymore. Not for years. If I go, I
have to sit in that till morning. I can't move by myself well enough to
get it out from under me, and anyway do you think I can reach to clean
myself? I'm already sitting in my own piss, I just want to be clean for a
little while. If you help me, I will pay you $300. On top of the $100 I
was going to pay you for helping." Her eyes, buried in her fat moon of a
face are almost pleading with me."
I hesitate. This sounds
absolutely disgusting. I know it's going to be, she's passed gas again,
and it's still rancid. Her bowels must be as full of fat and as ruined
as the rest of her. "How do we do it?" I ask.
"You will?" I nod.
"I'm going to go." She said, panting a little. "You'll have to help me
roll on my side. You can collect the chux pads from under me and throw
them away. I'll need you to wipe me off. Just be really gentle, my skin
is very delicate." She gestures. "That carts got everything you'll
need."
I cross to it and then I hear her gasp. She farts, farts
again, and groans. I turn around, her hands are clenching the bed and I
hear the unmistakable sound of her shitting. The smell hits me. I'd
gotten used to the underlying stench in the room, but this makes my eyes
water. I get gloves on and wheel the cart over. I drag the garbage can
over too. She's breathing hard, her blotchy face redder from exertion.
"Hey." She wheezes to me. "My right thigh... it's very delicate right
now. It might tear open. If it does, you'll need to bandage it or it
could get infected. It's weeping pretty bad right now, there's a chux
under it, and it'll probably stick to my thigh when we move. Pull it off
and see if you can tuck a fresh one over it so it doesn't leak all over
the bed." I'm feeling a little overwhelmed but I nod again. "Ready?"
She
uses a remote to lay the bed back so she's flat. She moves her left
leg. She sort of shoves her left heel into the bed and starts to pull
herself to her right side. I plant both hands under her back and shove.
She balances for I brace myself for it and it's pretty bad. There's a
pool of feces, half brown liquid, some partially solid. There's a sort
of indentation, heavily scarred on her left ass cheek. I'm frozen a
second, unsure where to start, the only reason I don't vomit from the
sight or the smell is just how unrealistic the scene is. Her ass is a
massively wide wall of swollen red flesh. "I can't... breath good...
like this... Don't... take... long." I hear. I move. I turn the little
dial on the grey box all the way up so oxygen is hissed into her nose as
fast as the machine can make it. I start bundling up the layers of
absorbent chux pads under her. I'm glad there's a lot of them, she needs
them. Some are sodden with urine, the rest are now covered in feces. A
couple by her legs are a sort of light yellow color, unlike her dark
urine. I toss them all and then I get into the bed behind her with the
wipes. She gasps "Easy! Easy..." As I start to wipe, so I slow down,
making multiple passes instead of digging into her ass. It's all fat,
there's no muscle, maybe some fluid, and it shifts and wobbles as I wipe
it. I wipe down the large fat fold with the crack in it that I assume
is her pussy. I make sure to clean deep and get the urine out and she
gasps. I throw soiled wipe after soiled wipe into the trash can. When
she's clean I take a chux pad, carefully peeling the old one off her
right thigh, and she yelps in pain. The smell from her thigh is unlike
anything I've ever smelled in my life. Clear fluid is... weeping through
her skin. It's red and stretched tight, it looks ready to pop. I
carefully wrap the new pad over it. I lay down layers of chux pads, and
then I help her roll back over.
The sheets fallen away, and I
can see pasty white breasts with massive pink nipples. She sits the bed
up, and then holds up a hand. I don't say anything instead I study how
her breasts are basically completely formless and just extra fat folds
over the larger fat folds of her belly. She takes a long time to catch
her breath. Finally she says "Not bad." She reaches for her phone. "I
can venmo or cashapp you... I don't keep cash around here." I discard my
gloves into the trash can. Somethings happened, it's like a switch has
flipped inside me. I look into the trash can without any emotion or
reaction. It seems half full of dirtied medical supplies, and the smell
of her shit radiates out at me. "$150." I say. "As long as you take my
number, and call me if you need any help like this again." She stared at
me. I look back at her. "You need help, I'm willing to help. I'm not
saying I'll do it gratis, but you seem like a nice enough lady, I'd hate
for you to have to spend the night in a pile of shit."
"It wouldn't have been the first time." She says. I
reach down and turn the oxygen concentrator back to where it was. She's
pant breathing through her open mouth again, looking up at me. "Well
let me know if you need me." I respond. "Anything else?"
"Could
you... in the fridge freezer there's some pints of ice cream. Can you
bring me one please? Dessert." I nod. In the kitchen I find the fridge
freezer is half stocked with pints of ice cream and the other half has
an ice cream cake with a couple pieces missing. I pull it out and cut a
massive slab off it. I put it on a plate and bring it in with a fork.
She blinks at it. "I... thank you. But a pint would..."
I cut her
off. "You were very patient with me, it was painful for you, you
deserve a treat." Her eyes sparkle, her small fat mouth twists into a
grin, and she flashes an almost bashful smile at me with her yellow
teeth. "I'll do the dishes and I'll bring you your dessert." I reply. I
sit down on the edge of the bed. She loads her mouth with a massive bite
of the cake. I sit on the edge of the bed by her feet. I gently run my
thumbs over her cankles and then I start to rub her feet. She moans
softly, and stuffs the ice cream cake into her mouth rapidly. Before I
know it, it's gone. I go to the kitchen, rinse off the plate and fork
leaving them in the sink. I get a pint of ice cream. It's the high
quality, full fat, real milk kind, loaded with cookie bits and chocolate
chips. I return to the living room with it and a spoon. I offer it to
her. "Here you go. Anything else?"
"No." She says. Almost demurely. "Thank you."
I
give her my venmo and she sends me the promised $150. I wink at her,
pat her greasy fat naked shoulder, and head for the door, locking it
behind me. I breath the clean clear air in through my nose, purging my
nostrils of the odor. I head down the sidewalk and I'm humming. I'm wide
awake and feeling almost jaunty. Like I've found a purpose.
Friday, April 25, 2025
The Helper 2
Saturday, April 19, 2025
The Helper 1
CW: Pretty significant slob
I knocked on the door and I heard a voice through the window. "Hey. Over here." I turned and through a lighted window I can see a hand beckoning through a curtain. I walk over to it. "Here." It says, in a breathless female voice, and offers me a key. "Let yourself in. Just turn right off the hallway when you get through the door." A little confused I return to the door, unlock it, and make my way in carrying my delivery. I started delivering for a delivery app a few weeks ago to make some extra money. I'm trying to save up enough money to quit the dead end job I hate and move. With two jobs though, I'm pretty tired. Since delivering food I've seen plenty of overweight people, men and women both but nothing prepared me for what greeted me when I entered the living room of the narrow prefab house.
The first thing I noticed was the smell. An overpowering level of body odor, and piss. Next is the bed. It's the widest hospital bed I've ever seen and it's right next to the window the hand came through. It's back is to me and I can just see a head. I walk through the room and the next thing I see is the woman.
She is far and away the fattest woman I've ever seen, or ever imagined. Greasy hair frames a massively round face. A double chin jiggles as she breaths audibly through an open mouth. Her nose, practically swallowed in her fat cheeks is being fed oxygen through a tube but apparently it isn't helping. She's pulled a sheet over herself, it used to be white, now it's stained with food and... other fluids. Below the sheet, a massively pale white belly, covered in stretch marks and pockmarked by scabs, falls onto enormous thighs that push her legs away from each other. Huge hips are near the edge of the bed. Motionless feet are practically swallowed in swollen calves, one of which is covered in a compression bandage. She looks about 50 but she's probably only in her early 40s, her body is barely recognizable as human. "I don't bite." She says, when I freeze. Her voice is thick and weak, as if her windpipe is constricted and talking is difficult. I blink and then I walk forward, crossing the old floor that sticky in places. "It smells delicious." She's eying my collection of bags with glee. She takes a deep breath and then coughs a few times clearing her throat, and she passes gas at the same time, adding to the smell of the room. She glances up at me. "I'm sorry." She said. "But I lost the ability to control that a long time ago." She gestured around. "I haven't walked in five years certain things become unimportant. Now, dinner?" I offer her the bags and she wheezes as her breathing speeds up. It takes me a second before I realize she's excited. "See that table on wheels?" I look at it. There's an identical one in front of her, with a laptop, box of kleenex, and two liter bottle of Orange Soda. She takes the bottle of soda and I gingerly move the other table, before, piling them on the empty one. As soon as it's within reach, she's pulled over her left thigh with a grunt and a wheeze. She takes one of the boxes, opens it up, and starts to demolish a chicken strip, chewing with her mouth open. "Thanks." She mumbles.
I turn to go. "Wait." I turn back around. She's paused in the middle of ripping apart a bread roll. "Are you able to stick around? I'll pay you. $100 if you help me with a few things. I'll need you to toss the garbage when I'm done. That kind of thing" I blink. "Oh. Sure." She waves towards a chair. It's a normal recliner type chair, and probably the cleanest thing in the room. I take a seat. "I'm Jeff." I offer.
"Michelle." She replies. "Don't talk, I want to eat." She's machine like, it's unreal. The chomping, slurping, grunting... It reminds me, a little uncomfortably, of the time I fed the pigs at a school trip to a farm. She eats rapidly, jowls bouncing as she chews, everything washed down with swings of orange soda. I look around the room. There's a TV mounted to the wall, muted, with a rerun of Cops playing on it. A grey box is humming and seems to be feeding her oxygen. A large 55 gallon trash can is across the room. There are shelves of medical supplies in plastic totes or cardboard boxes, each labeled in marker. Some are words I've never run into before. "Chux Pads, Cannulas, 5x9s, Elastic Bandages." Others are recognizable, or at least I can guess. "Gloves, Wipes, body powder." There's a small rolling cart near the bed, just out of her reach with four drawers. On top is a small white plastic tray. They're also labelled "Morning, Noon, Night, PRN." I can see pill bottles inside. I can see a grey cart, like those used in warehouses. There's a bucket on the bottom of it, and the top has a box of gloves, two large stacks of blue/white fuzzy things, and a plastic tub. It takes me a minute to realize it's a plastic baby wipe container. There's a belch and I look back at her. I can see her face, it's almost dreamy. She farts again and doesn't seem to notice it. I notice the smell, it's absolutely rancid. She's over halfway through her meal, and it's going in record time. I thought I was picking up a dinner for a family of 6, and a hungry family at that, but she's showing no signs of slowing down.
After about 15 minutes she lets out a belch that rattles the light fixture. "That's better." She pants. I wordlessly start collecting her trash. I move the table out of the way, dropping everything into the large trash can. "Would you get me a second bottle of soda?" She asks. "In the kitchen? Oh, and I guess... could you also bring the clear pencil case in there? Not the pink one, the clear one." I make my way to the kitchen. It's almost sterile and completely untouched. The fridge hums loudly in the corner. I open it up. The entire bottom shelf is nothing but two liter bottles of soda. There are two pencil cases on the top shelf. The pink one says "Eyedrops" and the Clear one says "Insulin." I take a bottle of soda and the insulin into the other room. She's pulled the old sheet up a bit and I can see more of her belly. It's in two huge obese folds that almost, but not quite, swallow a cavernous belly button. A large adhesive bandage, stained, is on her left lower fold, and a couple bandaids are on her upper belly folds, one on each side. "I'm going to need the little white tray that says meals... There's a little cart with wheels somewhere..." I take the white tray. Sure enough it says "Meals." I step close to her. This close I can really smell her. Even her breath which I can smell as she pant/breaths through her open mouth stinks. For a couple minutes there's a pause as she uses her phone to check her blood sugar on a little white disc embedded in her fat upper arm. I notice how the fat droops down, hanging over her elbows. She takes a hand wipe and cleans her hands and drops it back in the tray. Her hands aren't fat, if anything they're rather on the small side, even for a woman. She takes an alcohol pad and rubs it on the top fold of her belly. It comes away stained dark and she repeats the process three more times till the pad comes away clean. "Will you help?"
"Sure." I reply, "But I don't know anything about injections."
"I'll do that. I just need you to put the bandaid on, it's hard for me." I nod and open one up. She takes the insulin pen and pokes herself with it. There's a click and she removes it. Instantly watery blood starts to pool up. I press the bandaid down over it and I immediately see why it's hard for her. Her belly is almost fluid, it's... it's got to be like trying to patch a water bed. My hand sinks into it but I get the bandaid secured. I collect the garbage and return the tray to the small table. "While you're there, would you just hand me the one that says "night?" She asks my back. I hand it to her. There's a collection of pill bottles in there. She starts taking them as I toss the garbage, and return to the kitchen to put the insulin in the fridge. I returned and collect the tray of her nighttime meds and return it to the little cart. "I'm paying you." She says. "I promise."
"Thanks." I mutter, feeling awkward. I don't hear her pass gas this time but I can smell it. "I appreciate it. I need the money."